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The dream came again. Same as always. From my grandparents on Cassidy street to me standing on the ridge of the cave awaiting the beast from within to emerge. Last night it finally emerged. As I’ve always known, it was a great bear. I could always see it in my mind. I could feel it’sContinue reading “Once more from the edge of the abyss.”

How often do we get mislabeled, misdiagnosed, misunderstood? I’m sitting here alone in silence, having multiple conversations at once. Not out loud, but in a different space. When I say that, most think I’m nuts, schizophrenic, hallucinating. But it’s how you look at it. So they cast me with that diagnosis, but yet I showContinue reading “Conversations in silence.”

I find myself working to make a space feel comfortable and safe for all, and while I’m doing it I appear to be possessed by a spirit. I am stockpiling leaves, dirt, and herbs and hiding it to keep it safe from men who want to take it to dispose of it. They feel threatenedContinue reading “Snake bite: Dream journey”

Finding my way to the journey, I start scrambling to get a hold of something to break my fall. I find myself in the passenger side of a car but we must be in Europe somewhere as I’m on the left and the steering wheel is on the right side of the vehicle. Amore isContinue reading “A dip in dangerous waters: dream journey”

There is a constant push/pull. We are unsettled because at our taught behaviors, we are told that the light must prevail. Like all things there is balance. In nature there is balance. In the universe there is balance. Those people who seem to have it together, still secretly lose their shit. Those who seem toContinue reading “Seesaws”

It’s a little difficult to feel “normal” these days. While I have a lot of issues, my world does not stop. I have been spending more time at my fires, lighting the way for the additional flux of spirits crossing. I have often thought that what I deal with is only related to me. IfContinue reading “conduits”

If there’s one thing my wife will attest to, is that I have a hell of a time closing doors. Bathroom, pantry, cupboard, drawers too. Every night sitting down to dinner, her and the children are following behind me closing everything. Sometimes she plays the mother role to me as well, making me turn aroundContinue reading “Close the door behind you”

As I have seen in my life, religion is an antiquated idea used anymore as a tool to leverage ones personal goals and political agendas. It serves no semblance of what it supposedly was to be in its origins. As a child, I went to church. Not by choice of course, but because I wasContinue reading “The new Gods”

This past weekend I was feeling a bit overwhelmed. There’s all sorts of chaos and energy going on. I tried my best to spend time at our pagan perspectives nonprofit table at the healing psychic fair. I showed up around noon to just try to be present. There wasn’t a lot of people showing up.Continue reading “Bon journée”