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I spent the morning out today. I didn’t hide, but I didn’t put myself out there for attention either. I walked as an every day dude just watching everything. The stress of the oncoming season is already starting. People are on high alert. Everyone is extra stressed. People are already putting on their battle armorContinue reading “winter holidays: hum drums and haymakers!”

The fire brings into focus the pictures playing in my mind. Deep inside, locked away is the source of pain that keeps the wheels moving. The shadows dance performing the play of our past. Demons of our past have snuck into the theater to wreak havoc for those who just want to see the show.Continue reading “birds and bears”

So for those who are just stumbling onto my posts, I want to give some background information. I have had a lot of health issues in my life. I was diagnosed with mixed connective tissue disease. This autoimmune disease is a combination of a few different things that I treat with medications and lifestyle changes.Continue reading “Life: checks and balances”

As I realize that I’m channeling my dog, I came to the conclusion that as an empath, life is as overly beautiful as it is disastrously ugly. The fact that they say “your life flashes before your eyes,” is entirely because they just woke up. Our lives are our memories summed up into one amazingContinue reading “Self enrichment”

Time hasn’t changed. I’m everywhere and nowhere. The clock is broken. Still the same light and shapes surrounding me. Am I remembering to breathe? My heart is racing but I’m laying still. The cold runs down my spine. I need to sleep, but I’m not sure I will wake up? It’s always a gamble. IsContinue reading “Circling the drain”

I’ve been on a strange journey. It’s brought me to my past, as well as a past of a former incarnation. We have patterns we see in our lives. Action and consequence. I’ve tried to live a life of peace and have done the best I could to avoid harm to anyone. Sometimes though weContinue reading “Spiderwebs”

Sitting in tall grass, by the edge of a lake. I follow a bee. I watch it and notice a pattern in its flight. I notice now it gets smaller and starts to change shape and color. The bee is now a glowing green orb getting smaller and the flight pattern it gets smaller byContinue reading “Holes”

I spend a lot of time observing the world around me. For me that involves watching it through different eyes at different times, but at the same time simultaneously. I haven’t been successful on explaining what I do. In neopaganism, people tend to think because they beat on a drum and do yoga , andContinue reading “Being and doing: The difference between a shamanic practitioner and a shaman.”

The trap bites deep in my leg. The pain shoots through my entire body. The cold comes fast. I’m not sure if it’s from the blood loss, or because it’s after midnight, in January, in the Rockies. I hear rustling in the trees approach from behind me. I feel cold no more. All I feelContinue reading “Totem poles.”

I saw a lot of the harbingers over the past few days. They hang around making their presence known. This winter is coming early and it’s going to be harsh for the living. I saw many harbingers. I know the sick will fall. Some we are not ready to lose, all will go away. ItContinue reading “Long cold winter”