Shadows on the kingdom

Last night again I traveled to my home which I now think is my hall where I will go when I die. I saw many family there. there’s a great lake outside. pools in the hall as well as on the property. hot tubs, fountains, grand kitchens to prepare meals for large amounts of people. large rooms. in there a saw not only my one daughterbut her ex-boyfriend. He kept trying to win her back, but he had not changed. He was still possessive and insecure. Always blaming everyone else for why things don’t work out.

I saw another young woman with my daughter. Playing in the water, but trying not to be seen by this boy. There’s a female doctor in the hall who keeps trying to find a place to settle. A named Cody trying to run on the rocks along the edge of the waterfront, but the rocks fall and sink into the water with each step. He barely makes it to safety, but when he does, he disappears. Gone from the place completely. I hear the girls chanting “go Cody. Go Cody”

I wake up. Now unsettled. I pray to Freyja that she can tell me these are just my fears manifested in my sub conscious, and not showing me the horrible nightmare I fear to become reality.

Published by Snowy Owl

There was a lot more written here before. Then I saw it was irrelevant. I am just another person with an autoimmune disease and spectrum ”disorder” who is highly sensitive to their environment. I thought I would write a few things down, so here you go. Swim at your own risk!

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